Sister,

The internal devices of drainage are in action.

When the pattern change does not occur naturally, through personal effort at work, and when the floodgates of drainage must be opened, then, manifest in the physical body dense harmful emanations to inhabit the soul of the ones who made mistakes.

Even those who purify themselves, working hard, they are subject to karmic drainage of dense toxins that impedes "the spark to shine."

Your minds frightened fixed on the current incarnation; they face the disease that limits the body, forgetting that it frees the soul.

It is fair do not want suffering, but face it courageously, conscious that you are beneficiary of the Law of Progress.