Clairvoyance: I turned back to my past life, when our Lord Jesus was embodied. Maybe I was 25 years old incarnated as man.

Our Sweet Rabbi of Galilee uttered the "Sermon on the Mount" among of several men, women, children and old people. All were attentive to His teachings.

I remember myself partially hypnotized before His incisive, but sweet and lovely words.

By that clairvoyance, in that time, I believed to be Jesus a "King" or a Great Leader that would free the Jewish people from Roman yoke, and while protected us, He would grant us the "Promised Land" by the Lord.

Thenceforth, I decided to follow Him everywhere, as his "devoted servant". From city to city, I accompanied our Messiah, as well as His Apostles and other followers, however, without assimilating the true meaning of His presence on Earth.

It was so true, when Jesus was crucified in Calvary, I was imbalanced, non-believer and so angry.

Countless doubts passed by my mind, such as, how could a King to die crucified? He said to be God’s Son and we would inhabit in Heaven! How did it happen? Where is His power? Where is His Army?... will not He stop the Romans? "In response to my revolt and inquiries, when attending His Drama in the Calvary, in the summit of Golgotha, I heard sweet words of the Master Nazarene: "Forgive them, Father, for they know not what they do ".

GESH - 05/09/09 - Festival of Wesak - Praia Grande/ES - Brazil.