Clairvoyance: I see a thin girl, former-vampire Elizabeth slowly approaching expressing fear and sadness. She seemed starving, pale skin, but not gelatinous as before with mouth and nose bleeding.

The Instructor helps her to sit down beside me. With inclined head, she always looked at Mrs. Margarida.

She no more attacks attack anybody and seemed restored her appearance of 18 year-old girl.

With lower voice, sometimes trembling, she gave spoke:

Hi, I am here again brought by one young man. He said I could without fear tell you about me, because you would not have fear nor hate.

I am better now. I no more feel a "bestial creature" as before when I looked at Mrs. Margarida, and fear dominated me.

It is still difficult do not search for blood. I scream desperately for a drop of blood. Before, I tried to suck my own blood that I had not. The doctors told me I am undergoing detoxification process, which is normal.

When I scream, they give me a white liquid, which taste is similar to blood to calm me, although I know, it is not blood.

I read and undergo therapy. The psychologists talk me on my past, and no more I feel angry with them.

The Psychologist Umberto said, I could already tell my history.

My name is Elizabeth, I am 18 years old and I was born in the year of 1700, maybe in England.

The part of my life that brought me here began soon after I was murdered by Black Magic in an old abandoned hut in the woods, where my spirit remained prisoner for long time. When I got out, I looked for revenge. When the purpose is the evil and the heart is full of hate, the similar accomplices appear.

I was always hungry in my adventures. One of those companions recommended me blood that was easy of getting.

It felt alone and thought he was my "friend". I could not see malice in his eyes.

At the beginning, I rejected drinking people's blood.

Nevertheless, with patience and mocking me, he said I should train with blood of animals because without blood, I would not have strength to conclude my revenge. That woke up what there was of worst in me, and like a bestial creature, I killed and drank blood of small animals.

After a while, my "friend" said I could already look for children because they were as small animals, which blood was stronger and healthier and would give me strength to see and listen. Thence, I looked for healthy children under seven years. Everything happened as he told me. I felt myself powerful, crueler and colder until the cry and pain of the smallest children not more touched my heart.

However, my training would not be complete if it did not look for adults, and for them I did not worry.

They said, I should not kill the victim at once, but avid and hateful; I made the opposite, and difficultly a victim escaped from my first y teeth.

Meanwhile, I hunted the "witch" that made me slave of blood, prisoner of darkness that increased my hate.

I looked for pregnant women. I t was said they had the strongest blood among adults, which energy made stronger the Vampires due to great amount of vital fluid.

It was a full moon night, when I was about to penetrate a house that I watched for long time. A pregnant lived there and did not stop praying and singing. It made me angry. When I was ready to attack her, a man appeared and impeded me of biting her. He stopped me without touching me and I lost the senses.

Today, I know his name, but I am still afraid to look at him, because I feel shame. He is Shama Hare who brought me here.

My old accomplices pursue me. When I asked Mr. Hercílio Maes, if I was prisoner in the hospital, he said no, because the choice was of mine, but I should always remember of pain, hunger, loneliness and mainly of Jesus. Only Jesus would help me on those difficult hours, and not the rebel ones that ignore the Light disrespect the Divine Laws.

Thence, I stopped asking freedom, because I know I am free and for me, many others take risks. Then they keep me on the path of good.

Thank you Lord Jesus, Master Shama Hare and the whole team for helping me. I hope to reward such great love and mercy that I have not yet in my heart.

Elizabeth - ex-vampire - GESH - 11/15/2013 - Vitoria/ES - Brasil.