I am a "vampire" in process to become human again.

Memories of darkness still appear in my mind. I see myself clearly wandering throughout the Continents looking for human beings.

I docked in a very beautiful island with a castle on the top of the hill. A strong force attracted me there.

I saw myself arrested in a tower by a sorcerer. I screamed painfully.

The sorcerer said he would give me the food I needed, since I obeyed him.

He obliged me to suck the young women´s blood attracted to his castle. He subdued me to throw away his disaffections and enemies.

However, my executioner ignored that I sucked the blood of those that became vampires like me, and when free from body, they took possession of the body and soul and of the executioner taking him far away from my eyes.

I freed myself and I wandered repeatedly, without direction. I was always lonely and wanted to free me of the vampirism.

What a surprise! While thinking in renouncing my condition, I felt vigorous force attracting me to certain place never seen.

I thought I was out of the Earth, however, they told me it was not true. They put me in neutral area, where the Superior Forces acted vigorously and Beings of Light that I could not see; they guided soul to the re-establishment.

They said I should clean up the "basements of the conscience" from existences in mistakes and in moral deviation, for then, to retake to the human conviviality.

Firstly, I should share with similar companions, "vampires" in convalescence like me, and then retake to the coexistence with human beings.

I am going to another planet to retake the abandoned journey that frees the soul to retake the path of progress.

Thank you for listening to me. They say it is part of my treatment.

See you soon!

I am Julian trying to be a normal person again.

Julian - former-vampire - GESH - 11/01/2013 - Vitoria/ES - Brasil.