Pain knocked at my door when I was starving.

Poverty had for some time turned into very raw conditions.

In the pale small shed, I saw a son die from hunger.

At the end, his almost inaudible moans hurt my heart.

It was as if I were alone in the world. All the doors closed and no work. It was as if there was a sign in my forehead. Pain had finally corroded my heart and stolen my life. I thought about stealing and killing. My son little by little died, and what did life of others meant to me?

Only God knows how I survived. My hands did not dye with other brothers' blood.

Later, in the astral plane, the "Book of Plans of Life" opened to me. It was similar to that I had brought on Earth, which purpose had not come true. One side of my spiritual ignorance did understand the value of humility and resignation, and my children under my responsibility, as well the entire social context. They would pass by an incarnation without taking advantage of the intellectual and moral development, but that, in another way, for suffering from hunger and premature death, they would have paid many heavy debts that only pain balances.

Today, I recognize the Perfect Justice of God, as well the balance of His Laws, I also know about the Free Will that transforms plans and lives.

I wanted to give this testimony, because I passed to spiritual life in an immense revolt state and that only the understanding of everything made me calm down and restored.

I expect these words let you know of our Creator's Justice, and before the troubles of life, you do not fill your hearts with hate, bitterness and anger, as I was.

May Hope and Jesus' Love inhabit your hearts!

Amen!

GER/GESH - 03/20/1986 - Vitoria/ES - Brasil