I was created because God in His immense love removed a particle of His Heart.

After a long walk I created an identity, a personality and a story.

However it is with pain that I punish myself for the wrong choices I made.

Surely, I had people who loved and fought for me, but, unhappily, the mistakes still attach me to a painful life that I accumulated, with efficiency without limit.

I joined to gangs that when embodied only sought easy money on abortions. However, for several opportunities I could remake that wrong pathway I had thread.

I was man, woman, doctor, midwife, healer and judge; in all those lives I fell drastically joining to women and men that, like me, believed to have all rights to decide who was born and who died.

Today, I am a desperate man looking for reincarnation, and, those whom I joined in the past; they are the embodied ones that now usurp my right of being born.

As far as I know, after a century among abortions, rejections to my arrival as son, with the closing of the birth in the premature phase.

I lose hope because madness and despair take my heart. But, in this House (GESJ), after a dialogue with a good willing worker, I realized that I suffer because I made to suffer others. Now, I feel what is a desperate man that gets ready to be born and sees himself frustrated by only a woman or man decide my life.

With the authorization of the Spiritual Leader of GESJ, whenever I can, I beg all to struggle for life, and, if by chance you find a future mother, let her know that in her womb there is a world of hope and love, also able to heal sorrows, pains and regrets.

May the Lord help me, therefore I am ready to be born and, with faith and hope, I will be among you.

Fraternal hugs.

Carlinhos - an aborted boy- GESJ - 06/24/2014 - Public Meeting - Vitoria/ES - Brasil.