The lack of forgiveness drags the being into the unconsciousness of the darkness.

I suffered more than a hundred years, seeking revenge on men who no longer knew where they were.

Dozens of brothers I dragged in the Astral, feeding hate and pain.

One day on a beach, I met men of the color I wanted to destroy, and they were the ones who revealed the hell I lived in because I did not know how to forgive.

It was a meeting so true that, realizing the madness in which I lived, I decided to change. Greater pain was when I realized that in that folly I had harmed so many brothers in that misfortune.

But incredible as it may seem, I did not despair, I decided to change, but I promised myself that I would only think of myself when I could recover all the ones that I had dragged along that precipice of hatred.

It was a long task that lasted almost ten years. I received unprincipled help from the spiritual brothers of this House (GESJ).

When I recovered my last mate, I felt that I was healthy and free. My heart was no longer acid and poisonous, I felt that there was no barrier between men, neither race nor color. There were no whites, no blacks, no Indians. There is only so many brothers and sisters in God who need to rely on brotherhood so that Love and Peace are truths on Earth.

The source of all this sad life was the abduction of an Indian by a white man and the following vengeance: a white woman kidnapped on the day of their marriage by Indian men.

Much death and hatred did not lead to anything positive. There was a hundred years of hatred, despair and pain.

You live times of vain violence, because the knowledge left by the spirits is unknown on Earth. They are the only ones who provide the basis for true forgiveness because they tell us that today we suffer the consequences of what in other lives we have made someone suffer. Toleration, resignation and understanding are the keys to forgiveness.

Even if the offense is hard as a dagger, let it be in the backs of abominable cowardice, ask God for help that He will give the strength to forgive and forget, because only in this way we break ties with the past.

Pajé Pena Branca

GESJ – 10/01/1995 – Psychography – Vitória /ES – Brasil

Note: Messagem from divulgation 30.