Greetings, friends and sisters.

I was a fetus-aborted fetus.

Many years already passed by, since that practice of horror, which made me cry too much and lost the hope of renewal and progress so desired.

Here I am, because I belong to this spiritual family, not because of love that pulses sincerely in my heart today. I arrived here due to my strong hate against that woman whom we had promised love each other. However, taken by selfishness, she forgot about the agreements established and closed me the doors to the reincarnation.

The hate because of betrayal provoked on my executioner the terrible pains of cancerous disease. I own so ignorant wished see her suffering hardly, once she did no allow me new chance of reincarnation.

In the worst of feeling of obsession, a bluish light reached me, and at distance, fraternal words of incredible vibration seemed to restore my body still lacerated.

I felt wonderful feelings of peace, although for tiny fractions of seconds, I began awakening from that hypnosis in which I was.

Gradually, I received words, gestures, presences, shelter, food, medicines and all good things I needed. I affirm you: nothing else I needed thenceforth.

However petrified on my feelings of revenge, soon I was used to the new life, I sought that woman I had wished her the worst death. Great was my surprise when I found her renewed by appearance and vibration. Far away from being that powerful, arrogant woman, I saw a woman regretted and devoted sincerely to the talent of life.

Even thus, my feelings of revenge became stronger, once she was fragile, certainly would be easier reaching her with my hate.

On that hour, the Providence made me recall the past as cruel and cold nurse, I had been and many lives I had destroyed too.

Defeated by myself and reached by strong remorse, I understood I could not hate who allowed me chance of redemption and renewal.

I cannot love her yet, because her appearance reminded me of old wounds I own cultivated carefully, interested only on useless revenge. Now, affording assistance for sufferer people, I can cure each open wound in my body, and cultivate new tenderness for future reconciliation with that woman.

Among of the dreams on the first instants of conception and the spiritual reborn under the Light of Evangel stay the lessons and consequences of ignoble abortion.

A brother aborted, GESJ - 02/13/07 - Vitoria, ES-Brazil.